My Hospital Stay

wat an eventful couple of days!

i woke up in e middle of e night (4am mind u!) drenched in cold sweat, shiverin but yet very hot. n i thot to myself, dammit. i cant get sick now! woke up in e morn n was so sick tt i cld barely get myself outta bed, let alone walk. rizal came to my house to send me to e doctor n holy cow! my temperature was so high, i didnt even believe it.

then e doctor gave me an ultimatum of gg to e hospital or takin his meds for e day. i was to admit myself into A&E if i dont get better by e late afternoon. ugh. this doesn't bode well for me at all.

so la di da. i slept thru out e whole day n i cldnt eat more than a couple of bites. baby bought me raisin bread n i ate a whole of..... 4 miniscule bites before i ate my medicine! tts prolly e only good part abt bein sick. i get to lose weight. haha.
but hell, by 4pm or so i was already feelin like hell juz washed me over. i called baby n he came immediately after work to send me to e hospital. so drama eh? i've read abt it in e books, seen it on tv but i nv thot it'd happen to me. lil ol me!

anyway, once i checked into e A&E, after a long ordeal, e doctor told me she was gg to put me on iv drip. my heart dropped. i asked her "isn't tt where i have a needle or tube stuck in me?!" n she answered, ever so calmly, tt yes it was. holy shit.
ok here's e thing abt me, if u noe me then u wld noe tt i have issues with needles. from tattoos piercin, ear piercin, injections.. i have issues with ALL of them.

then i asked if i can have smone in with me while she pricked me... thank god she said yes. so i called baby in n he stayed with me thru out e whole long tortuous ordeal. i grabbed his hand, squeezed it hard n basically worried e hell outta him as e doctor pricked e needle in me not once, not twice but THREE BLARDY TIMES.
i wanted to die each time. n wen i thot it was over, she tells me tt e tube was gonna be stuck in me until i discharge. which means tt i'm gonna suffer. die. they all said tt e pain wld subside after a while... which is bullshit. i cld feel e tube stuck in my hand.

it was a very painful n tortuous process n i'm still feelin e pain now as i type. but i'd rather be stuck at home with e pain than to be in e hospital with e iv drip in me. hell, i cldn't even slp properly.

thank god for momsie who did e paperwork stuffs for me.
thank god for rizal who took care of me wen i was sick.
*hugs*

to further emphasise on how i had a blardy needle stuck in me, here're some random pics.
ok obviously i wasn't smilin thruout e time, though e nurses kept laughin at me. tsk.


yeah it looks smthin like tt.... onli i have to be pricked like 3 times. afterwhich they kept wakin me up thru out e night to take my blood sugar levels or my this or my that. i got pricked so many friggin times. not coool.

i love u awak.

*hugs*

qin

Hari Raya & Beyonce!

wow. it's been close to 2 months since i last blogged. wayyy too busy n i juz cldnt find e time to sit down n blog properly. any time i have is spent slpin or readin or watchin nonsense. ahaahah.

anyway, quite a bit have happened over e past weeks/months n i can't wait for e yr to come to an end.
e past few wks have been full of petty fights n some major ones as well n obviously it sucked. big time. but it's all good now... rizal's in reservist n he finishes this wk (thank god!). bit irritatin tt i wont be in sg wen he books out. :(

anyway, hari raya first day is over n my baju is amazing. but a tad too sexy for e oldies... i reckon if his mom were to see me, she'd get a heart attack.
e wk after hari raya, we went to watch bep n beyonce. o.m.g. she is so hot it's unbelievable! she sang hits from destiny child's days n of cos her current hits. her voice is amazin. her body is to die for. n her moves r... fuuyoo!

now im hopin britney or justin timberlake will come. ahhaha!

pics upload!

*hugs*

nora

Romance

romance.

first introduced to us when we were kids watchin fairy tales. then reemphasized when we read e kiddy books n watch e kiddy cartoons. to reinforce e strength of romance, it faces u evwhere u go. be it in movies, tv shows, books tt u read, mtvs, internet... e list pretty much juz goes on n on.

so who can blame a girl for wantin it all?

let's go thru a list of top 10 romantic thoughts tt us girls have in our brains n hey. this can apply to guys as well.. juz tweak it a lil bit. :)

1) if her fav grp is in town doin a concert or showcase, surprise her with tickets to see e show.

2) on any special occasions (bdays or anniversaries etc...), surprise her with a limo or any nice car n have a chauffeur drivce them out to smwhere nice for a surprise dinner at smwhere nice.

3) randomly send flowers to her office to let her know tt she's always in ur thoughts. u'll be surprised at her reaction.

4) create a scrapbook of e time u've spent together. it'll make her feel loved tt u care enough to put e time together.

5) turn ur anniversary into a themed night/day. if say u choose a tropical theme, decorate e place with tropical decorations, play island music in e background n get takeout from a Caribbean restaurant. talk abt sweet!

6) build a webpage for them detailing why u love them so much. add on all e quirky lil stuffs n watch their face light up.

7) rose petals. make full use of them. leave a trail on e floor n at e end, spell out e words "i love u". even bttr, fill e bathtub with warm water n fill it with rose petals.

8) write a poem for her once ev month

9) leave a trail of hershey's chocolate kisses from the front door to e bedroom, right up to e bed. on e bed, leave a note that reads "i kiss e ground u walk on." make sure u're not ard when she gets in!

10) put a blindfold on her and drive her to a place where u have a blanket, candles, cherries, sparklin drinks and her favourite flowers. park e car and lead her to tt place. take off e blindfold n watch her melt with e overwhelmin love.

check e list, n ask urself "hv u done any of it for ur gf? or worse still, have they done all tt n u've yet to reciprocate?"
give a shoutout if u need more ideas on how to plan a nice romantic surprise for ur loved one!

*hugs*
qin

Trust Issues

trust.

a five letter word tt is spoken of between couples all e time. a five letter word tt is explicitly given to each other n fully entrusted in e other party.

until smthin happens to break e trust.

then it takes a lifetime to regain e trust they had in each other.
e underlyin current in which they have to tiptoe ard each other lingers ard for a duration longer than they preferred. e nagging feeling tt speaks of their insecurity leaves both parties wantin more. wantin more from each other.
no amount of words will dispel e thoughts of insecurities and negativity.

n its only with time will e trust build up in each other once again.

n on tt note, i love u awak. always.

*hugs*
qin

Happy 16th Month!

i had one of e bestest anniversaries last month (july).

we didn't do anythin out of e ordinary nor did we do anythin exceptionally exciting. rizal came to pick me up from work n then we had dinner at east coast. dinner there is fab cos there wasn't much ppl n i liked e food. n i especially liked e breeze tt washed over us every now n then, keepin us cool.
n to boot, we sat near e water-skiing place n saw ppl jumpin up n down in e water n swishin their way ard. total coolness. i've been wantin to go but im paranoid cos i can't swim. :S

anyway, then we took a walk at east coast n juz sat n talked. :) we headed to marina barrage after tt n omg. e water play n lights were beautiful. pity they dont have a nice cafe to sit at or smthin.

n on tt nyt, i realise tt he's been doin so much for me without my knowin.
he's been tryin so hard n e changes have been so subtle tt i didn't even notice it.
for all tt u've done, with or without my knowin, thank u.
i love u baby.

here's to many more anniversaries.

*hugs*
qin

Holiday to Batam

it's been a really long while since i last blogged. omg. work's been non-stop, even on wkends n i'm always too tired to sit down and blog proper at e end of e wk. much less at e end of e nyt.

but quite a fair bit's been happenin.
went to batam for a short getaway with rizal last wkend n O.M.G. completely n totally not wat i expected. here's e shocker.

THERE WAS NO OTHER GUESTS IN THE WHOLE RESORT EXCEPT FOR US!!

tt's fine except for e lack of human activity.
n when evenin time falls, can we say scary?! omg. e place ain't well-lit, there's noone there, scary indonesian music was playin. eff. i freaked out. :S
but ok la.. it was nice gettin away for a while n bein with him for e wkend. only next holiday we go on, we're gg to smwhere normal. ahaha.

one of the days we went to e shoppin mall n on our way out, we were stopped by some salesman sellin some kitchen stuff. so we got stopped, listened to them for a bit n then we had to do some lucky draw thing. n miracles of all miracles! i won some prize n holy moly. e salesppl sprang into action n they started puttin on this REALLY elaborate show of how we won n how lucky we are. bullshit.
after like a while, their act got too over e top n we left. but hell, it was hilarious e way they kept actin up. i swear, they're prolly actors/actresses who couldn't make it. hhaaah.

anyway, my mom n sis n i went to have dinner yesterday at new york new york at sembawang shoppin ctr. i like e place cos there's noone there n it's very near my house. convenient n quiet.

v good, i like. :)

pictures upload!!
tt's e swimmin pool at e resort. it looks fab doesn't it? yeah it was murky n vile.


hur hur hur. at e shoppin mall, we saw BFC! world domination yo.

my legs look twisted in this one. haha.

baby bein silly!

i was bored waiin for e food to come..

*muacks* i love u.

at new york new york waitin for food.

*hugs*

qin

Work's Taking a Toll

UGH!!

many times i've thought to myself - "i don't need this shit. it takes too much of my time n i can do without most of e shit it comes wiht."

these few wks have been testin me on so many different levels n amazingly, i'm still standin where i am. fuck. ugh!
i'm crossin fingers tt things'll start lookin up soon. it bttr.

on a separate note altogether, i'm takin up another tuition kid startin next wk. n lessons for this kid is gonna be twice a wk. i fear tt i might not have time to commit come e peak season but by then exams shld be over so it shldnt be so bad. *crosses fingers*

i miss my frens whom i havent met for a really long time.
i miss havin time to do nothin.

thank god for e one person who retains my sanity.
i love u awak.

*hugs*
qin